DEPRESSION

Aloha…eh2..Assalamualaikum…slmt tgh hr sume..

Nape entry kali nih spl depression? Sb knn pg td tgh siap nk p keje, terdengar penceramah pagi nih bg ceramah psl depression. Depression ni  berlalu bile terlalu byk stress and bile stress tu kite x dpt luah..kite pendam sorg2 sb kite rse xde spe phm mslsh kite knn..

Well, actually falina pn pernah mgalami depression nih. Mmg sakit la tym tu..kite tgh depress..hati ni mmg nk cite kt org tp kite rse xde sape paham.lgpn nk percaye kt org tu satu mslh jg knn..kang org yg dgr cite kite p dok canang kt org lain..ha sape sush???falina rase spjg 2012 adalah tahun depress tok falina..falina selalu depress n nages sorg2..selalu rse alone..tahun 2012 jg la tahun falina plg byk nages dlm hidup falina..siyes sakit..hati x tenang..pale dok serabut..yg plg best ia berlaku ketika tgh belajr ,means tym stdy..mne la rse x gile knn..smpi kadang2 tu rse diri ni  mcm org gile pon ade..kdg3 terpk jg nk g jumpe kaunseling. Ha sampai mcm tu skali emosi falina terganggu..

Now, falina rse falina dh get over it..dh kuat sikit. Tahun 2013 falina harap nk kurang kn nages nih..falina nk enjoy last sem falina..nk buat pe yg hati nih suke..nk be myself..xnk takut dok sorg2 o ditinggalkan..i’ve to prove that I’m strong. I’ll prove to those person that hurt me and underestimate me that they’re wrong.. they’ll regret for doing this for me..i can do better…insyaAllah….doakan falina okeh guys…. 

M K Land..Here I comeeeee…!!! Part 2

Assalamualaikum dan selamat petang sume.. petang2 ni lau ade pisang goring panas cicah sambal kicap dengan the o panas ..perghhh mmg terangkat hbes la..mmg terliur knnn..haha..ok rini nk sambung pengalaman berpractikal di sini..

Mule2 masuk sini,rse seram ,tkt sume ade la..yelah company bsr..xtaw life keje cmne di tambah lak falina xde pengalaman keje..hehe..2 hari pertama falina ditemptkn di HR Dept. diberi keje tok buat Microsoft visio..haha..mmg tercanggak la sb xpernah2 dgr visio tu ape..mmg xtaw la kan..tp berkat usaha gigih ,cekal n tawaduk (gitu, haha) akhirnye mampu melaksanakan jg..aminnn…ofismate kt HR Dept ni mmg best la..sgt bek,klakr and byk membantu. Even umo sume dh pangkat mak n bapak2 + sorg yg bujang,dyorg ttp layan falina mcm ofismate dyorg la..dgn gile2,kaki gosiip..haha..

Hari ketiga,falina di antr ke Company Secretary Dept. sepatutnye falina di antr ke sini awal2 lagi.disebabkan kecelaruan information, bru hr ketiga dpt masuk sini..well berdebaq jg la knn..yelah cosec tu..dlm pale nih dok pk mesti byk keje nk buat. Kwn2 sume yg keje external cosec ni sume dok ckp bz je memanjang keje berlambak2..sekali tgk,hampeh je..xde keje lgsg kt cosec nih..senang lenang je..falina diberitahu dlm bulan nih cosec x bz sgt. Juz de BOD meeting je..so x byk la ilmu yg diperolehi..tp tu pon xpe,kire syukur jg falina dpt sni..at least merase jg jd cosec..kire nsb falina untung la sb x byk keje..hehhe..

Dlm cosec ni de 4 org je pekeja,..en.Faisal ketua,kak eliza penolong  dan 2 org cosec exec, kak su and asrul. Sume bek kt cosec nih..lagi2 si asrul sb die yg ramah dok cite ape yg cosec sni buat.lau falina x phm ke ,tnye die la..ak su lak bek..kak su yg bg keje kt falina..slg die x bg keje,xde keje la falina..huhu…yg best,masuk2 je cosec ni,si kak su tu tnye nk join team mk land bowling tournament x?..ape lg,join la knn..at least dpt kenal2 org serta bole bikin link maa..hehe..

So far keje kt MK Land ni ok la..majority pekerja melayu so sng la knn..so far pekerja kt sni sume ramah2.so xde kekok sgt la nk keje o tnye org je..heee..sekian coretan mk land nih..heee..till next tymm..daa

                                   

M K Land..Here I comeeeee…!!! Part 1

Assalamualaikum to all blogerrss…haha..mcm la blog falina ni femes..muehehe..jam skg pukul 11.07 pagi hari rabu..entry kali ni falina nk cite psl perasaan falinabut practical kt MK Land nih..huhu..yup MK Land yg terkenal tu..that one public listed ..heee..bongkak lak falina nih..sorii ye..heee

Falina and batch falina kne buat prctikal cuti sem kali nih..yepp we all xde cuti sem pon..xde dh cuti yg pjg2 tuh..sedih knn..,..nk di jadikn cite, falina hari2 kuar uma pkul 6.30 pg..haha teka sendiri la bile falina bgun ye..dr uma falina yg kt Bukit Beruntung tu ke stesen KTM Rawang mgambil mase 30-40 minit la…papa falina yg bawa g sne nek moto. Lau nek kete,mmg x la nk smpi KTM tu. Dh jam dh taw jln nk g Rawang tuh..nek  moto bole selit2 knn..huhu…

Dr Rawang falina nek komuter ke kepong central. Tren akan sampai pukul 7.15 pg and falina selalu sampai pkul 7.10..ha ok la tu knn.. dari Kepong Sentral, falna trn ke seberang jalan n nek bas Rapid U86..bas ni dari metro prima ke one utama..and akan benti btol2 dpn MK Land..so sng la tok falina berulang alik g knn..haha

Ni pon sb sehari before practical tu  falina n papa falina dh g survey tmpt tu..tup2 bas rapid situ..ape lg..heaven la..haha…

                                                            TBS……

Finally its over..

3 years relationship with him finally over.. All our dreams totally over now.. Remembering those promises we made make my heart hurt so much. Seeing his present make my heart hurt. Of course these 3 years we have made such a good relationship. 3 years. What a long time..

The weird part of it I’m not crying over him.. Weird huh? Suppose when this come out, whether the girl or the guy will cry over. I think we both not cry over these things. This is not good. Supposedly in this situation, I should cry like typical girl. But then I’m at that particular time just felt confused. I don’t know what to do, what am I suppose to feel. Yah may be because I’ve been lonely and being ignored by him made me feel like that. Also may be because of my principle not to love someone 100% until that man become my husband. Somehow I feel glad that I did hold that principle.

Another reason I believe is because I’ve been cried over and over during my time at u. I’ve been hurt so many times for more than one year because of my special friend. That one friend that I love like she is part of my family. That one friend that I can’t say no when she need my help and I’ll do without hesitated. That one friend that I cannot believe turned me out like this. Because of her, I always crying like I was about losing my family. Indeed, I’ve lost her as my family. Since that, I keep thinking how to built up my strength, how to find motivation. With the help of my friends, my close friends that indeed still with me and accept me the way I am, I finally recovered . Recovered from emotional diseases. I’ve become more calm, stronger, not easily cry over little things and so on. Somehow, this is what its called “ Ade hikmah disbalik sesuatu”.. aminn..

Now, I’ve to move on. Have to realize that there is no more man that will accompany me. Share my happy and sad story. hmm life still not over.. I’ve to forget himmm…

Tido dlm kesedihan...

salam sume..pe kbr ?kekeke..mggu yg damai la ni..eh bru perasaan harini 10.11.12 knn..wah...bermakna sungguh date ni..meaningful knn..x ter pk la..hee..

entry kali ni sikit je..juz nk cite rini hati falina terase lg..wahhh..sedehnye Allah je taw...xtaw nape slalu jd cmni..crybaby btol falina nih..smpi tdo dlm kesedihan...lau psl boyfren xper la jg..ni psl kwn..mcm x logic je..arghhh...its drives me crazy...

ptg td tdo la..bgun2 je rse tenang sgt..xtaw nape..even dlm tdo tu mimpi org tu lg..tp bile bgun mmg lega...kosong pale..tenang je..syukurr padaMU ALLAH...

I'm Sick of thisss

Assalamualaikum...gud morning sume...wee..lame dh x menaip2 nih..malas + byk keje..heee..mggu ni dh masuk bulan 11 knn..cpt btol mase berlalu...ya Allah mintak2 la cpt sume nih..nk grad cpt...dh pnt dh nk bljr,nk berserabut dgn drama2 sume..I'M Sick of This!!!!

sometimes we have to show them the bad side to see who's gonna to leave and who insist to stay..dr situ kite akan taw sape kwn n sape lawan..falina dh pnt sgt nih..pnt nages,pnt over pikir..smpi satu tahap falina rase sume yg berlaku sume salah falina..pnt bile memikrkan perasaan org..padanla org slalu ckp jgn nk pk sgt hati org..pkr diri sendiri je..easy said than done..

bile kite dh syg kwn kite,kite x kish nk buat pe pon tok die..even kwn tu slalu wt kite sakit hati..dipendam je rse sakit tu..xmo bg kwn tu terasa ke hape..tp ade x kwn tu pk psl kite??syg kite kt die tu sgt ikhlas..mgkn x smpi..sume org buat mistakes.tp xkn mistakes kite je nmpk??tu kn x adil knnn...yelah..life mmg x adil

life ni mmg x adil..tp mujur kite ada Allah...DIA ttp dgn kite..syukur pada-MU ...bile kite ni percaya segala sesuatu tu hanye akan berlaku bile Allah mahukn ia berlaku,hati kite mmg akan tenang...bile sesuatu buat kite down,kite berserah la kt Allah..nescaye hati tenang...ALLAHUAKHBAR...!!!!

SAHABAT

ive feel sad lately..obviously because of my friends..my friends that i love..however, ive got to do something..will recover soon..sempena HARI RAYA HAJI, this is my sacrifice..
u guys will be better without me huh..


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